I'm sorry I didn't go to school today :[

I woke up at 7:10, which is about 5 minutes
until my bus picks me up.

So, I couldn't get boogie her poster,
So, if she comes over she can get that <3

My mom and my grandmother had a epic fight
and my mom nearly like idk. killed my old lady.
She threw everything on kitchen floor and it was
CHAOS.

All the while, I was in the bathroom brushing
my teeth, it seemed more important at the time.

I didn't get to go to school, cause the car keys
went missing cause of some epic crap shit.
And I missed another day u_u I swear.
I wish my grandmother went crazy last year, and
not this year.... this is when my grades
actually count ...so.. its a bummer.

I might be moving to north Carolina for real'z
this time, because my grandma is fed up with not
getting all my mothers pay check each week for bills.
Its ridiculous, cause my mom has to have some money for
herself as well (fuck my grandmother complains about
how my mom has a star bucks every once in a while, how
expensive they are, but my mom gets them for free all
the time, cause she has the hook up xD).

This old lady is getting on my last nerve, and if it
takes us being kicked out (which she did) to make
us happy, then we will just have to move down south.

I guess this means saying goodbye to all my great friends...
but hopefully things work out, but our choices are

North Carolina, or Kalamazoo.
even if i end up in K-zoo, ill be seperated from mah
posse', but my mom promised me that if i were to
move down south with them, then i would be able to move
back up here when i go to college. Besides it will
be a lot easier for Tami to get to us, in
North Carolina..

blegh, i don't want to think about it too much at
the moment, I just hope things work out and shit.

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I truly do not understand why nothing can work out for me.

Ive been a terrible girlfriend all week,
I haven't been a wonderful friend, or person
in general. I went to best buy
today with my mom and got me a camera, and router.
along with a poster << >>
I got one , for =xxBoogiePopxx, so its a surprise
that she will see tomorrow 8D.
I want to get you one too ~RosemarySamara, 8D.

ATM, my grandma is off her fucking rocker, and I swear
shes going to die a bitter old woman like her man friend
Phil. THey hate the world and vice versa :\.

My camera is so fucking cute. And of course, the router doesnt
work with my piece of shit desktop. So Ive given up
ever wanting wireless internet here at home, and
the point that having a laptop now, is pretty worthless
unless im mooching i-net from boogie or w/e.

I am just going to appologize right now, to =Tami6677 for
being the most selfish piece of crap girlfriend lately. I swear
Im going to get a grip on shit, and stop 'BAWWWING' all over
the place.

To my frineds rose, mady, and kali. I really hope that I dont
do any unessecery emo shit this week. and kali, i really hope
you enjoy your poster. I cant afford to get everyone one, so...

sharing time is caring time?

Anyhow, that show the weeks been... Hopefully things work out.
*hugs her poster of new fandom, and camera*

also, i read this book called 'the edge chronicles' i want them all e___O

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Kay, so I've had about 120 messages for about 3 months now,
and my fingers simply just didn't want to catch up on them.
So, I got down to 73 today, and im going to cont. to work on those.



I'm trying to get my flapjack club back up and running, and
I'm trying to do a bunch of commissions and free drawing because
if i get too concentrated i get grumpy, especially when
i accidentally close documents D:<



We didn't get the house, cause they didn't want 6 people living in it,
that and we had to buy our own fridge. and stove, which would cost A LOT.
so , were not moving out, until we can maybe find something better :[ *sad*



After these two, I'm quitting commissions for a while, I really miss
drawing for myself. Everything seems to be for something. Other people,
OCT's contests, etc. etc. Not that I don't enjoy when people ask me for
things, I simply have some ideas, and WIP'S that i need to work on.

But, other than that, things are running smoothly, oh!

My doctor assured that I have low Iron, FINALLY, and Im probably going to get
Iron thingy's soon. And I know half of you will got TMI with this --> but, I haven't had my monthly thing in over 2 months, my doc thought I was prego, but I said.

"hahah... n..no you don't understand. I...I haven't had any supplement of PENIS lately, o...or anytime... really."

SO, idk what it is, but i'm probably sterile! D:<

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I get to do a photography
project for my class, i have
to get the four thingy things...

-rear
-direct
-bird's eye
-ant's eye

:] so ive taken some photos, some new
some earlier in the ..year. So, Ill put
some up soon! Im touching some of them up,
WITH MY NEW PHOTOSHOP SKILLS WE LEARNED TODAY.
I love the healing tool <3

Note: Hey Hey~! I know I post a buncha journals but just because you get them in your inbox, DOESNT mean you have to read them. I know journals are annoying a handful of deviants, but youre not forced to read them.

So, I finished up the sketches for the two
commissions that I owe :3


Im nearly done with commissions, but after
these, I'll be closed for a while.

I want to simply do drawings for me, and
I really want to do art trades |D

especially since Ive gotten some elite friends
lately. <3<3

and if you havent noticed, this journal has nothing
to do with huge jawbreakers.

Except I went out to eat with the famz. and got a
jawbreaker lolipop, bigger than my fist D:<

that, and i really do not want to go to school
in the morning...

Note: Hey Hey~! I know I post a buncha journals but just because you get them in your inbox, DOESNT mean you have to read them. I know journals are annoying a handful of deviants, but youre not forced to read them.